A Joy of Remembering...

GOD is awesome :')
As what I've shared lately I kinda found no clear daily direction, and kinda MISS HIM so bad!!! Today at my birthday, I got A CLEAR WONDERFUL message from GOD... Yes I know He never leaves me nor ignore me... He always puts things right and meaningfully... After a reflection of missionary life through the trip to Wheaton College and stay together with Geary family and Jacob family. God gives me a sweetly simple message to keep on my Birthday :) Wonderful......

"I considered all in my life as the gifts--none deserved, but all gratefully received"

It's become my sweet birthday tagline this year :)

God gives me today, as a day to remember HOW GREAT GOD's love and how undeserved me but He never stops loving me and bless me.... 

Yes indeed, nothing else... Nothing more.... Only about GOD and His mighty Love and Hand.... :)

As what the Psalmist say..... (Oh Lord, this is too sweet T.T)

Psalm 103

A psalm of David.

 ¹ I will praise the Lord. 
      Deep down inside me, I will praise him. 
      I will praise him, because his name is holy. 
 ² I will praise the Lord.
      I won't forget anything he does for me. 
 ³ He forgives all my sins. 
      He heals all my sicknesses. 
 ⁴ He saves my life from going down into the grave. 
      His faithful and tender love makes me feel like a king. 
 ⁵ He satisfies me with the good things I long for. 
      Then I feel young and strong again, just like an eagle. 
 ⁶ The Lord does what is right and fair 
      for all who are beaten down. 
 ⁷ He told Moses all about his plans. 
      He let the people of Israel see his mighty acts. 
 ⁸ The Lord is tender and kind. He is gracious. 
      He is slow to get angry. He is full of love. 
 ⁹ He won't keep bringing charges against us. 
      He won't stay angry with us forever. 
 ¹⁰ He doesn't punish us for our sins as much as we should be punished.
      He doesn't pay us back in keeping with the evil things we've done. 
 ¹¹ His love for those who have respect for him 
      is as high as the heavens are above the earth. 
 ¹² He has removed our lawless acts from us 
      as far as the east is from the west. 
 ¹³ A father is tender and kind to his children. 
      In the same way, the Lord is tender and kind 
      to those who have respect for him. 
 ¹⁴ He knows what we are made of.
      He remembers that we are dust.

What a Psalm! :')

Yes indeed, I will PRAISE Him forever.... for he is always and always good :'|

God teaches me how to have respect for you day bay day, how to be faithful.... and how to always have a heart of PRAISE :) 

God thank you for this life, for the line that You always give me to follow,

for the voice inside that never ever leave me,

for the forgiveness, for the healing,

for the satisfaction trough the giving of what I longing for,

for Your faithfulness and tender Love,

for the Plans that you always tell me,

for your graciousness,

for slowing to be angry to me,

for not punishing me for my sins as much as I should be punished and not paying me back in keeping with evil things I've done,

for the mighty uncountable LOVE,

for the encouragement of new international crazy family here,

for the enjoyment of new friendship,

for the opportunity to learn about You and Your love more and more,

for a life in here in America,

for my dearest families and my dearest friends in Indonesia,

for my mind, my heart, my soul,

for this little foot and hand to walk with You

for this beautiful eye to see You,

for this little mouth and tongue to speak in Your name,

for 6 years you allowed me to receive the Holy spirit lives in me, since August 2005....

for the encouragement from the Christian circle around, for the churches, for the small group Esther, Ruth, Abigail, Cruzify, IFL, RB, Intervarsity, (can't wait for the fall conference!!)...

for the WORD of GOD you allow me to read and meditate freely everyday!

for the beauty of the songs and daily bread...

for the home and the food and the clothes...

for the shoes...

for forgetting my iniquity

for saving my soul...

for the nature around that reflect your mighty LOVE

for the beautiful of autumn leaves..

for the beautiful of SUN RISES and SUN SETS...

for the colorful flowers and green grasses

for the breath and life

for all the talents and gifts...

for the capability to think..

for the time of reflection..

for the MEANINGFUL LIFE....

for the way how I can call your name and hear your voice in prayer... helpmelord...

....thanks for me today as the day for me to realize THE JOY OF REMEMBERING all your mighty works and love in this world, in my life, in the people around me, and even from the small common little thing of nature around me.... wonderful....

for everything every every every thing Lord!! Thank you............................ 

Teach me Lord how to smile, respect, and full of love of You Lord...

Thanks for one year more You've given me to walk in and work in.....

Thanks for choosing me and letting me to be your Child and Servant :')

Thanks for saving me from the death of grave and wickedness way...

As if I remembered 4 years ago... I can't ever predict who am I now, maybe deadly broken and lost! But You saved me.... Healed me... Called me back... and I do believe those darkness path has a purpose for my future calling... even for now I realized it! Thanks Lord.... :')

Thanks Lord for the healing.....

Thank You Lord...

Obrigado....

Mucho Gracias....

Arigatou Domou Gozaimasu Jesus..... :)

With a joy of remembering in my birthday....

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