Well, Christmas without You :)

Got this song tagged from my little brother, SAYOKSY (cakepz)...
I know, probably, the only reason He tagged me in because He loves this band a lot :p
(I know you must be missing me though :"p)

Yet beyond all, I believe this is also about a drama of ............ "Christmas without you....." :'|
A little bit contently different. This song somehow is about Christmas between two lover ;)
But Hey Yeah, Lover doesn't always mean boy-girl-friend rite? Whoever you are, who still have LOVE in your heart... I believe is what this song for :) ha ha ha

I've been celebrating Christmas without my family since 2005... When I moved out to Surabaya -- Studying.
Once or twice, I celebrated with "some of my family"... mostly in Jakarta and once in Kupang (2006)... The last two years I celebrated in my "land above the clouds", Tamong Village. A beautiful small village in West Borneo. Celebrated Christmas with some candles, simple-acoustically-songs and a piece of prayer card as our exchange gifts. I've been used to celebrated Christmas without my family.... I mean biological.. but I've been always celebrating Christmas with the new families, no lesser hope nor joy! Even more :)

This year? I will be celebrating Christmas in the middle of nowhere, in the sweet land of Liberty -- as people said. :) Thousand miles from my land. My blood and family.

While, I will always still believe, the meaning of Christmas will be never ever diminished. At all :)

So, Christmas without you will be something to worry for, only if you are YOU, my dear God.... :D
as what I saw lately, Christmas has really really changed to be a pathetic historical celebration. Even worst when it comes to the term of party till die.
Well, Christmas without You :)

HOW IS YOUR CHRISTMAS? :D

it’s almost midnight, where you lay your head
but i’m calling numbers, buying plane tickets and bed
every channel on the tv, it’s a wonderful life
i don’t feel so wonderful on this cold winter night

i missed thanksgiving, missed a birthday or two
didn’t make st. valentines, but i was thinking of you
only one thing in the world, i couldn’t do
only one thing could kill me, christmas without you

ooh, the snow is on the ground
the day’s getting colder, i’m coming home now
so go ahead light the fire, turn that christmas tree on
cause i’ve been missing you so much that i wrote you this song
yes, i did

i missed thanksgiving, missed a birthday or two

didn’t make st. valentines, but i was thinking of you
only one thing in the world, i couldn’t do
only one thing could kill me, christmas without you
only one thing in the world, i couldn’t do
only one thing could kill me, christmas without you

oh, the presents wrapped, and ‘jingle bells’ on the radio
i’m turning down the street, there’s no place i’d rather go
every holiday, oh, you feel the same
except for the ones when i’m with you

i missed thanksgiving, i missed a birthday or two
i didn’t make st. valentines, but i was thinking of you
only one thing in the world, that i couldn’t do
there’s only one thing that kills me, christmas without you

kezzy