No worry, No sorry :)

 

Life's been complicated lately.
Happiness and Sadness come and go, easily.
Sometimes, I find myself unready to embrace them -- immideately.
I don't wanna be an ungrateful being. Since I'm anti-to-the-max those state of mind.
But I caught my self, a lot of time, trapped in that state.
I realized, there are TONS of blessings that have been supplying by God to His beloved children.
I also realized, I am the one that He loves abundantly in His amazing way.
While in some point, I realized how easy I forgot everything when I'm facing any hard situation in my life...



Was hard.
Until I read this wonderful passage today. Have I forgotten His promise? Everything that happens in my life sometimes not-understandable and unreachable --when I try really hard to see from my point of view. While, HE ALWAYS has another point of view -- an eternal one! Why I should worry for those worldly things? Why I should disappointed when the truth is seemed to be always delayed to reveal? Why I should be angry of people who commit in ignorant and indifference? Why I should feel down when the opportunity is closed to me? Why should I be annoyed of people who always try to be annoying? Why I'm not be thankful when I surely CAN? Why I should feel far away when I know God is always near?

Based on world-standard, I probably got into a lot of troubles.
Based on my own standard, I probably was blinded by my own-greediness.
Based on what-people-might-think, I probably was unloved.
Based on what I think right, I probably was wrong.

But who knows from God's point of view??

I found a lot of things He asked me to repent.
A lot of...

...wrong motivations
...insincere...
...deceit-heart...

even toward GOD, and how easy He proves everything in His control...

Until this point, I do repent all my sins O Lord...
I realized all my transgressions...
I do apologize and begging your forgiveness,
for I know You are GOD of forgiveness..
You are my Jehovah Jireh..!

 and...

If YOU have something You want me to accomplish and that I feel YOU are calling me to do, YOU will provide what I need to complete the task... 

No worry, No sorry girl! Move oooooon! God is ableeee :D

Time runs really FAST, it's JANEWARY 2012 already! WOW....

I'll take my time to tell the story of my amazing winter break to east coast!! :)

- Kezzy -