THINGS ARE LOOKING UP, kezzy!

Sunday Service. Nov 17th.

With our appetite for both food and life long gone, Paul took his place in our midst and said, “Friends, you really should have listened to me back in Crete. We could have avoided all this trouble and trial. But there’s no need to dwell on that now. From now on, things are looking up! I can assure you that there’ll not be a single drowning among us, although I can’t say as much for the ship—the ship itself is doomed. (Acts 27:21, 22 MSG)

Two biggest "trouble and trial" that I wish could have avoided lately:

- To fully lean on God's power and not be self-sustained! Not leaning on my own strength. In the middle of all new duties and teamwork. New project and activities. Building connection with partners (that are ghfhtgejsn$;&:&;$:&@/@/)/(;$-@/@). Designing event. Making videos. Determining objectives. Not really supportive team-mates. It's really not e.a.s.y! Wanna run away and avoid all those stuffs. Overthinking and got stressed out. Easily depressed when all things seem not working out. Pushing myself until burn-out and easily angry. :(

- Trapped in the middle of complicated kinship. Trying to neutralize all but always ended up hopeless. Wanna avoid all and stay silent. SUPER uneasy!! Evil traps are awaiting everywhere. Those whisperings that demand me to step back. Evil indeed. But IT IS SO HARD to behave. I am coming here not to please any HUMAN being, but GOD. But after all: I am dealing everyday with human being. SO, how o God?

FROM NOW ON THINGS ARE LOOKING UP, kezzy!

Amen.

Your beloved daughter, 

Kezzy.