I learned

It is not always true that we could not handle the unexpected things in our life. I am surprised that I could let a lot of things go, including the most painful, absurd things, recently, within days, within weeks.

I guess I am maturing, I am learning. I learned to accept the things I could not change. It is, somehow, always difficult for me to accept things; I have always wanted to change things, to destroy boundaries, to witness miraculous things.

I learned to accept that absurd things happen, that I have done mistakes, that I cannot always get what my heart desires.

I learned that accepting the fact that I am still a human with tons of transgressions makes me a genuine human. And, I love it.

I learned that my life is painted with all colors, not only the brightest ones but also some dark patches. It makes this temporary journey even more, and more beautiful.

I learned that love comes unexpectedly, no matter how hard you try to deny it.

I learned that I am a human being, with feelings and lust. And, I learned that no matter how hard I thought it was uncontrollable, it is finally under control. :)

Again, not by my power nor my rubbish intelligent. Only by His grace.

Again, I learned the unforced rhythms of grace in my life, no matter how far I tried to escape :)


Again, good night me. Good night you, thank you for teaching me lots of new things in a half year of my being in this beautiful island.

I treasure everything :) And, I am, I will always be... learning :)