Goodbye October :)

Still awake in the middle of the night :) 

So me. Yeah indeed. No objection :)

The "OctoberLover" club. 

Today, the fourth day of November, leads me to realize that I have to really say goodbye to October and welcoming November. I love October. Best month ever. That's all I've got to say. :)
I have story!!! :D You have to believe me in University of Illinois at Urbana Champaign, there is an OFFICIAL STUDENT CLUB named "October Lover". It is OFFICIAL. At the first time I saw their presentation at the Quad day last summer , the annual event that held before fall semester begins,

I was really curios when I passed their table and asking why should October? ... why not the other month?

OctoberLovers club ;)

and I still clearly remind the face of the boy, who is waiting for the display table, turned into a surprising face as if saying "Are you serious with your question? WHY NOT?" BUT then he answered me... (still with that kind of surprised face) "umm.... well because October is beautiful month! that is. It's beautiful...". Hmm well then. I just gave him an agreeing smile, as I know it is, but it was August and really I didn't have any idea about HOW beautiful is the October will be in here, America. Though from the bottom of my heart I always have October as a special month in my heart. In my life. Every single year I always wait for October :) I keep the OctoberLover guy's answer in my mind.... while keep on saying wow really? is October that special so those students willingly devote their time to create such a particular club?? Maybe they also born in October that's why they love the month to, as I do? Ogh Nope, I don't think so they will be that narcissistic. I won't be that too though. I did wonder how will my lovely month be....

When finally it came....

It took not really much time since that day for me to realize the truth of it. August passed by and September coming while October is about to start... all the trees were transforming into those beautiful composition of color. Finally October has come! It really took no time for me to realize the OctoberLover club's existence does make a sense! It is indeed beautiful month! :) When we were unconsciously saying goodbye to the hottie Summer days, the glory of Autumn was slowly peeking. Days seemed like slowly changing. It took a tough deal to make people passing their days in Autumn. It is really beautiful :) I love to spoil my eyes with the beautiful scenery along the way wherever I go. Either the view from the Bus' window that I take every single day to college or some other special days where I purposefully took time to walk around the city. Agh, no word can describe how much I love this season, and yes it is October :)

The tenth day of October came really slowly. Every single day, I was too much spoiled with the beauty of the month. Until I took a really bold step to travel by myself in a journey that I called The Pursuit of Meaningful life to Wheaton, IL. I've shared the story here before :') It was totally awesome. The beauty of the trip and the city was also indescribably. Just perfectly made my day in October. :) 

Wheaton College. See the colors??? Gyaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

... the nite of the tenth was perfectly shaped my love to how I adore God of how he designs everything in this world perfectly. He is the AMAZING CREATOR, after this is all I can say :) 22 years He gives me a life that I lived amazingly. And one more year He gives to me to walk on ahead with the very same Hand that guide me always. One more step to proof His faithfulness and to proof there is always hope :) There is always LOVE that helps everything out. There is always. Always. 

23 years old me ;) LOOK at the candles, accidentally colorful? ;p

... when the ORANGE  took over! Everywhere pumpkins towards the end of the October. Yes indeed, Halloween day! Pumpkin, Jack-O-Lantern, Costumes, Trick or Treat, CANDIESS everywhere, etc etc :D Still figuring out what is the really meaning of Halloween. The history? the meaning? why is it must be scary things around? Evil vs Angel? or....? thousands questions appeared in my head. Some got the answers, some not. Probably no need to be answered after all. But I just realized that I had living the dream of my childhood imagination of this very day, the 31st of October as known as Halloween day of America. Tasted the sensation of it, sank into the euphoria of it, built the better tie of relationship with the mentor family, crazy and laughs all night long with new familyfriends here... all is halloween :)

After my very first TRICK OR TREAT!!!!! Finally I made it! YUHAY. Parade of Halloween: COMPLETED :D 

The Halloween candies :)

His breathtaking ways always happen in my life, though never take my breath really away ;) The October hadn't ended yet! :D Countless blessing and grace kept on falling around. I do REALIZE, all that is in my life is only by grace. Everything happens in unexpected ways of grace.

Dear Friends, there's nothing more I can say for How much Our beloved God loves us. How much He will never give up on us. No matter what happen. It took me back three years ago at the very same month when I was a girl that almost die. A girl that almost lost grip. A pathetic girl that seemingly only had one choice, death and its grieve of sorrow. A withered girl that was broken outside as worst as inside. A girl that seemed had no hope. A girl that stood in the shadow of the night hoping there is still a tomorrow for her. A girl that stumbled down within sea of tears and terror. A girl that weak and afraid. A girl that lost almost everything. A girl that lived with only her last breath. A girl that was trying to escape, to wake up, to stand up, to open up, to live up again... without knowing where this life will take her. Where will she be standing on three years later. How will her October turn out three years after? Have idea but none. 

And Yes, in the very same month three years later. This all is it. This is my ROCKtober is. This is a proof of the Almighty Hand that will never give up on me, on you, on us. :) A proof that there is always hope when love always conquer and win. :)

Dear Jesus, thank you for this wonderfully beautiful ROCKtober of mine... always reminds me of You and only You that matter. :)

Well goodbye October, welcome November.

Time to grow up and up and up up and up! Bon Voyage dear Kezzy, Bon Voyage dear All :)

God Bless..

kezzy.urbana.room.rocktoberedition :D